The single linear thought of imposing upon others the darkness that consumes you whole without contemplation. The need to forget that all feelings of self-worth and assurance should come with in ones own soul, not through the words and actions of acceptance from others. When consumed by an aura of illumination and tranquility in a sea of good friends why must that darkness reach out with its snarled branch to touch those around you. Light, airy moments of laughter and freedom broken like a delicate flower with the words that pour from the recess of your displeased mind. Friends, family, people, and even strangers all brought down to the dark crevices of your heart simply because you can not admit that the negative darkness is all from within.

One always finds themselves in search of the happy moments that create the high spirited memories in our minds of good times with the people around us. Times we contemplate later on even pass the prime of the friendships that inspired the memories. We always want to remember the pleasant times we shared with others through the years so that we can create a happy aura for ourselves continuously. To keep that aura through each day so that when your spirit reaches out to another, they may too feel the warmth of the spiritual touch and be elevated. To always have a fulfillment of happiness and enlightenment and pass it forth to others without any wants in return, that is too have an illuminated heart and mind.

When that illumination is able to reach out to others around you, for you to see the even the smallest of smiles because of the simple actions you make with warmth laced with them is so rewarding. To let the atmosphere grow more and more with the light surrounding everyone as they open themselves to the positive energy coursing through everyone. Moments like those, so simple yet so impacting will always be remembered by the heart and the mind. Moments like those are the ones we wish to cherish the most. Moments like those are the ones we want not to be spoiled by a moment of petty jealousy, of a need to be conflicting with others, a desire to be the one in control of all things happening, and especially not of the negativity consuming you.

Blame not onto others the dark emotions that consumes you as you let the negativity take you whole. Blame not others actions, words, or intentions for only you have the power to allow them to let you fall into such a state. Just as you can open yourself up to such negative energy within you can also open up to the warmth of happiness that is extended to you through others. Do not be petty by allowing yourself to let the negativity show so that the happy moments others have can be crushed by the oppression of your solemn thoughts. Do not allow yourself to be content with the hollow and saddened expression of those you have caused to have a diluted sense of happiness. Do not let material possessions, whether of your own or of others, cause an adverse effect within you that shuts your mind and heart from being enlightened.

When you hear the laughter of those around you, the laughter of good spirits and joyous times do not give a second thought to the those negative thoughts lingering. Open your heart to the soft warmth that is reaching out to you and let it take you whole. Let it open new doors of happiness that the negativity never allowed to creak open for even a moment. Let the warmth fill your heart and create memories that will bring a smile to you in later years. Step into the aura of illumination and happiness that those around you have already reached when they learned to leave behind the words of darkness you utter.

The choice is yours and yours alone, whether to wallow in the depths of darkness that consume you and alienate those around you or to embrace the hand of content extended to you by all around you. The Light, it does not burn perhaps as much as you think it does but rather a gentle caress is what it is. Take the chance to liberate yourself from the negative aura you have wrapped yourself in and perhaps you will find a much more fulfilling state of mind.